Darkness

I hate myself

For letting you go

This was the most unrivalled

And the hardest thing

I ever did.

I knew you were afraid of the dark

And I was becoming one

I live in a narrow dark world,

In the dress woven by lucifer

How could I drag you into it?

How could I drag you into hell?

That part of me

Which is dying,

That part of me

Which doesn’t even remember how

Days are like.

I know I can’t repair myself

But it’s good to see you fixed

And for the record

I wasn’t giving up on us

I became best friend with Hades

And this dark thing inside my

Body started growing

And now it’s eating me slowly

But you’re untainted by dark

You deserve colour

You deserve love

I hate myself

For letting you go

But that was imperative

I know you hate me

And I want you to know it’s ok.

It’s ok because of the things I’ve done.

But I wanna let you know

That in this dark emptiness

I only remember your dulcet voice,

I only remember your sparkly eyes

I wanna let you know that

I miss you and

I miss us the most.

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